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ugh you guys i dont feel good:( got a head-ache and stomach-ache. ugh. i dont like this at all.

(12:00 service) counter culture.

*Jeremiah 29:7
-its a blessing to be a blessing.
-the truth hurts!
-the truth can become your painful, helpful friend.
-culture: the patterns of beliefs and behaviors that define a`group of ppl.
-Christ centered culture is painful against our own reailty sometimes.
-were not going to let the truth be submitted to our experience.
-experience is the measurement of life.
-LIFE GETS MESYY!
-we want to bring our mess into the message of Christ.
-truth will bring freedom eventually.
-we cant change our mess by changin His message.
*Romans 1:24
*John 8:1-11
-submit to the truth no matter how painful it is for it will bring freedom.
*you live long enough, you'll slow down your judegement*
-leave your life of sin!
*REPENT!*

stephen...

im txtn stephen tims...he's cool.:P

OMG!!

omg ok so saturday me, ms. trish, and maddy went to the mall. and so we were there for a couple hours and met steven there and all that. and so idk around 2 maybe? or 3 me and maddy were in the apple store just hangin out and playin with the phones and computers. and so all of a suddden maddy goes, "morgan! thats the lead singer ometrostation!" and i was like, "where? yea right maddy." and so she pointed him out to me and i didnt believe her so while i was lookin at one of the phones she like grabs my arm and pulls me out the store and were like runnin next door to borders b/c she wanted to look in a magazine to find a pic of him to prove to me that it was him. so ya we coulnt find a pic in the magazine so went to the computer to search for a pic of him and omg ok like right when we got to the computer there he goes walking right past us with this other chinese guy and i guess bodyguard dude. omg maddy was like FREAKING out! i kinda was but idk b/c i had no idea what he looked like so we just kept like staring at him and when he finally noticed us staring at him he goes, " hello ladies" and maddy was like, "OMG are you the lead singer of metrostation?" and he goes, " yes i am" and me and maddy were like, " OMG!!!" so he shook our hands and asked us our name and then we took pics with him. the chinese guy was actually the drummer. sooo ya! it was so cool and then after they left me and maddy txtd like everybody that we knew and calling. oh it aweseome!

fasting

ok so um last wednesday i chose to fast txting. so a couple days after a started a cheated. i cheated twice. so i prayed and asked for forgiveness about it and started over. and then this morning at navigate we had kinda like confession. everbody spread out all over the sanctuary and the band was playing a slow song and i started sonfessing and praying to God. i asked for forgiveness for cheating twice and then i was telling Him that i know that im gona be tempted to txt b/c people are gona be txtin me alot but no matter what im not gona txt them and no matter who it is b/c the whole point of the fast was for me to get closer to God and thats what i want to do. sooo this evening my friends daniel and stephen started txtin me. i was REALLY tempted then. so i called savannah in and told her that i needed her to txt for me. BIG MISTAKE! that was really wrong of me to do b/c i was like taking advantage of my own sister. so an or so later i started praying more and asking for forgiveness again and then this time i guess you could say that i was like confessing my weakness? b/c i wanted to stop my fasting b/c its so hard for me. i kept teling God that and i was saying that wanted to stop b/c i just couldnt do it over and over again. um so i told myself that im basically like addicted to txting. but then regret saying that. but then caroline called me b/c she needed to ask me something but then i started talking to her about it and i told her everything. she said that if im like making my sister txt for me and taking advantage of her like that then thats saying that i am addicted to it. my mom even said that i am to. they're right. i was also talking to my mom about it and she was saying like, " why let the enemy win?" and right when she said that i just felt so so convicted. she's totally right. why let satan win this batttle wih me? its not right of me to just give up. and thats what i wanted to do. she read me some Bible verses and one of them was talking about the temptation. it was saying like how God tempted Eve to eat the fruit and how He tempted Jesus in the desert to turn the rocks into bread and so He was tempting me with my txting. and i gave into it. i cheated once again. but i just have to pray more about it and ask for forgiveness again and i think ima keep on goin with the fasting. after having a long talk with caroline and my mom about it-and they've really really helped me through this and im just SOOOO thankful to have ppl like them in my life-so after talking to them two about it ima probably start over or jsut start off from where i left off.

:P

omg ok so i FINALLY got a playlist thing on my blog. i have been like kinda desperate for one b/c ok like when you look @ my blog its like all quiet and boring and um no thats just boring. so yay! i got music! i have like idk 100 and somethin songs...crazy i know lol.

today! ok today i was in medurie b/c it was my nanny's bday and we all went and met up @ my grandpapa's house and so like araound lunch time...it stormed! me and my cousin caitlyn made a video of it cause it was just so cool. like the rain wasnt goin straight down. the wind was blowing it in all kinds of directions and we got kinda wet but the lightning was horrible! but it was cool to see and then the thunder was REALLY loud.

my birthday is innn...16 days!!!!!! and then thats also when i get my braces off! omg im just like so pumped and excited b/c my teeth need a break!..i have really had enough with the braces b/c they hurt sometimes and they have been giving me olsers:(:(:(( and they hurt also but all the time. me, caroline, and kirstin are putting our b-day parties together since were all in the same month. and were gona have like a big lu~ow @ mariah's house! its gona be awesome!!:):):):D:D

oh! ok so tommorrow for navigate were doin a big carwash. idk where though? its gona be just so much fun oh and also were doin a water give away. i love those b/c they're just so much fun! just passin out water to random ppl is fun...especially the nice ppl lol. oh ok and then thursday we all ahve to dress up like its the medieval times. and i have like NOTHING to wear! so i might sleep over @ mariah's house b/c she has something that me and her can both wear and then so were just gona get ready for that @ her house. oh i et everybody's gona look so silly!

ok my fav. song now is Wild At Heart by Gloriana. oh its awwwweesome! well ok thats my fav. country song. my fav. christian song isss...??? oh! ok its either enemy has been defeated or holy holy holy OR stronger. those songs just like give me goose bumps idk why! and then my fav. 102.5 and 103.3 song is prob like....well ok nvm idk what it is b/c there's alot.

ok this blog that im typing right now @ this very sec. is just about a buncha random things...obviously. but ok im gona stop now b/c its kinda getting boring. wait ok so when i type things i say it out loud to myself @ the same time. idk why? its kinda weird but i mean oh well its just a thing that i have a habit of doing i guess?